What motivates a person to revenge? One issue that was so ruffled in my head. Is it jealousy? Is it love? Is it hatred? This is to enjoy the pain of others and rejoice in his suffering? Where is it just an excuse to find an old love?
By following my heart, I chose the first alternative. For me, it was his way of making me pay the anger she had following the sudden kiss I cursed traded to girls' bathroom.
That evening, as I had his tongue cut out. The words also took their revenge by leaving me. My lips were the only organ that me supported by illuminating my face with a fake smile.
But that smile, too, had dropped Ilhem when we had specifically confessed his love for my girlfriend. What was painful for me to hear him speak so passionately Amira. What was difficult for me not being able to scream out loud, shut up please. I do not know anyway how I found the strength tonight to not cry and tell him that I also liked the same girl. Ines
looked at me with a watchful eye, as if trying to read the words that would not jump to my lips. To 23H, it had reduced home. In his POLO guarantor under the building where I lived, she closed the radio, then gently placing his right hand on my shoulder.
- Sleep well! Raising
on it just a sad look.
- Thanks for having me brought back.
I kissed him then his cheek, then opening the door, she challenges me.
- You better break!
- Pardon? I said, turning his head.
She lit a cigarette and continued in a confident voice.
- You know what I mean! and smiling, it's a bitch, admit it! Without
get involved in deep conversation with her, I smiled without saying a word and then I left the car. From the window of my bedroom, I saw smoke a last cigarette and then after the throw down, starting the engine.
The next day, without even taking my breakfast, I dressed in my way to the apartment, Amira. That it was a good actress, in opening my door with a broad smile, as if she was happy in my view, or rather as if nothing had happened.
- Hey, you're good morning, darling.
Swallowing difficulty with my saliva, I cried.
- You really are a ...
- Slut! bitch? said she, folding his arms. Then pulling me by the arm, go between, we'll have breakfast together, I do not eat alone.
What is scornful of being in love! Could never say no to someone you love is the worst punishment they can receive. Like a good obedient slave I followed the little room she offered me a cup of coffee and sat near me.
- So my chip? I missed you so much as to come see me at 9am battery?
In striving to participate in his dirty play, I answered.
- I have not missed much me?
- But if he will! then she put her bowl on the coffee table and began to play with my hair, without taking his eyes off me, is what I've told you that I love making love in the morning?
Gently, I got rid of his hand and then I whispered.
- Not that I know! and chowing down on some of my bowl, you have not told me also that you like making love to Ilhem?
She drew a knowing smile, crossed her legs and then coldly.
- And then, this is not so important, right?
By filing the bowl on the table before it falls from my hands so I vibrated with excitement.
- You cheated me, Amira!
She got lit the hall light and came back to me saying.
- We're leaving now, you cheated me and I've made the currency of your room!
In a fit of anger, I yelled.
- I have not deceived me. It was a simple kiss ...
By cutting my speech in a voice relieved.
- If I had not come, it would have been the case! then, putting his hand boldly on my thigh, I want you!
By sending his hand violently, I cried.
- No, you do not want me Amira! you just want to humiliate me like usual!
She looked at me a long time with his charming smile and then spoke.
- And I know why you came, if not to make love to me?
- You really are the most pretentious girl I've ever seen ...
Laughing softly, she responded by marrying my eyes.
- that's why you love me not? My throat throbbed
and my eyes sparkled, adding.
- Since you speak of love, I want to ask you a question.
- c'mon!
Shortness of breath, I was talking about.
- Do you love me?
She left a sneering laugh, then said to prevail.
- I knew you were going to ask me that question.
- Then answer it!
She hesitated a moment then said.
- Yes I love you but I'm not in love with you!
Suddenly, I felt the need to get up but she held me by the hand saying.
- You're not drunk enough?
The sight disturbed, so the tears fill my eyes.
- You're still bitter over something to offer me?
She stood up, my belt around his arm and said, gazing earnestly at me.
- A beautiful morning orgasm!
My response this time was not verbal, but a beautiful well placed slap on his left cheek. It bowed his head for a moment, then shook his face sticky me, a very high on my cheek. I looked after a long time, and said trying my chin with his fingers.
- Get out of my house, I do not want to see you!
face drowned by my hair, I took a voice choked with tears.
- No, this time, it's me who do not want you anymore! that's why I went to see you!
- To tell me?
a smile.
- Yes.
one eye furious, she screamed.
- You can find your new girlfriend now. At a glance
shared between rage and humiliation, I continued.
- And you Ilhem. Then without looking
I walked towards the door but before opening it, I made one last trip there in asking me.
- Is what you got feelings for her?
- Because it's over between us, I do not see why you want to know.
By cutting him, his voice angry.
- Because I do not understand how you can go out with me as your heart is taken by another!
After a long silence, his eyes gleamed with a wicked gleam.
- I wanted ... and then chowing down on his saliva, I wanted to know if I could find fun with a girl! I
on the point of my swoon, but I did not know how my legs had saved me from such a situation, to take me home. If I could sum it was my first love and I represented her whore, or sexual guinea pig. I can even be proud of. With me, she had the clearest ideas, and confessed his love to Ilhem. Me and what I had in some cons? Absolutely nothing, but tears, sadness and depression start that had haunted me two whole weeks.
It was not until a month later, I got my smile thanks Using my two best girlfriends and Cyrine Nawras. They begged me to accompany them beautiful in the North Star, and I finally agreed.
was a beautiful autumn day, to 19.15. They told me jokes, funny memories of their childhoods, they wanted to break the wall of sadness that haunted me.
- Listen, we'll find you a girl as soon as possible! Nawrass exclaimed, laughing. Cyrine
wanting to tease her, intervened.
- Well if you begin to search for you, first of all it would be better.
I smiled without participating in the conversation, and there Nawras continued.
- What do I do if I do not like to any girl? and stroking his hair, though I had success with boys.
In lighting a cigarette, I said.
- Well, it would be better that you go out with a guy!
- No, for now I want a girl! she said, following the behind of a girl who had just passed nearby. In
inhaling smoke, I said a bitter voice.
- I think me, so I'll just guys.
Cyrine, frowned and said, amazed.
- Hey, you're my darling lesbian ..
- I had my dose with lesbianism.
By putting his hand on mine.
- You're just fell on the wrong person, and by drawing a lovely smile on her lips, I'm sure that many girls dream of going out with you. Look at you, you're beautiful!
Then, turning his head by accident, his eye fell on Sahar sat at the back of the cafeteria with a girl.
- That girl there, surely want to be your girlfriend.
Nawras, interfered to encourage me.
- Yes I noticed that you Mataitai discreetly since earlier.
At the moment, where I met his gaze, then smiled Sahar by sending go to Cyrine.
- I mean to her the last time we talked ... and
Cyrn, put his hand on my shoulder and encouraged me.
- Go talk to him! I'd be really happy if she would be your girlfriend! she is super nice and sweet!
Under a breath of encouragement, I got up and I headed for the table of Sahar. Seeing me, she drew a broad smile and said.
- Oh, I'm finally happy to see you! I heard that your girl broke up with thee, I am truly sorry.
- No, nothing! I said a timid voice.
The girl, with her, looked at me timid without saying a word, then by injecting another worse than the first.
- Do not you introduce me your friend?
Sahar, a little hesitant, said.
- Oh, excuse me sweetie! then smiling at me, Yasmine is a friend of mine, and turning his head toward the girl, it Yosra my girlfriend!
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