Were you taken for a time in your life, in flagrante delicto? If this were the case, you can understand what I felt when my girlfriend surprised me exchanging a long kiss with her rival Sahar. For the first
time in my life I saw anger in his eyes more and more intensified. Sahar, for she seemed very calm, like preparing his defense and I like a gourd, I became as pale as a quince as to forget even my native language and have difficulty blowing simple sentences and meaningful.
I've never been afraid as it was in this case. I was madly in love with her, so you can understand that I was so scared that she wrote the magic words "it's over between us."
And as the silence was the master in this small space for some minutes, Amir decided to break up screaming.
- Ben, go! why you stopped?
- Amira, this is not what you think! I cried, shuddering.
She left a mocking laugh and continued to prevail.
- Yes, of course, in jest, his lips landed on yours by accident, right?
There Sahar intervened voice a little frustrated.
- I'm sorry, I do not know what came over me ...
Amira, interrupted him aggressively.
- You've kissed? and glancing at me rascal, and therefore it is yours! and limiting myself to a glance resentful, I, I do not want her!
That was hard to hear his venomous words, phrases, as heartbreaking as stab wounds. Once, she let me spit in his face without mercy, she left the toilet.
- Amira, wait! I cried desperately.
But she did not stop, and there, Sahar, approached me and held me by the hand saying.
- I'm sorry! I
... But as I was at the end of the nerves, heart broken, and the troubled mind I yelled.
- Leave me alone, ok? and tears to the eyes, are you happy now?
And getting rid of his hand.
- My girlfriend wants me to death because of you.
- I'm sorry, I did not ....
In striving to hold back tears.
- Well, it's too late now.
I had uttered in a moment of desperation and proved true. After leaving the girls' bathroom, I looked around my girlfriend but I did not find her. Seeing me, Hikmet, told me for the first time, a serious air.
- What do you do to her?
- Nothing! I said, lowering her eyes in shame.
Sulaym, lighting a cigarette, called me.
- I've never been so nervous today.
- And where is she gone?
Hikmet, swinging his mat, and after watching a pretty girl entering the cafeteria.
- I do not know! she left with Ilhem.
Right after I left the cafeteria by dialing his number, but I thought unreachable, and so I decided to go home moi.une Once home, I switched on my pc, I tried on face book and on MSN but I could not find it connected. I was very desperate and sad and not psychologically ready to dump me. Suddenly, like a fool in love I walked towards his apartment at 20h, as a last attempt to make amends for that kiss exchanged which cost me dear.
In fact, I was expecting anything from him, she yelled at me, she told me my four truths she tapped me if she wanted but not what she did. In
open the door, she looked at me coldly and said.
- What do you want?
Smiling weakly, I muttered.
- I want to talk.
And then I heard the voice of Ilhem, inside questioning.
- Who's that? Turning
head, she cried.
- Nobody! Then turning to me, good night!
And before I could utter a word, she slammed the door.
- Amira! open the fucking door.
Without opening it, she cried.
- Will in, I do not want to see you.
I stayed quite a long time in front of the apartment. I called, I was typing at the door in vain. And now, for me, was his way to inform me that it was officially over between us.
was also the time where I was now close enough, the mythical daughter, Ines, the famous girl who had slapped his admirer Abdelmajid. Once
spree with my girlfriend, like a bitch dumped by her teacher because of she has left a turd on his bed, I decided to go stuff myself, just to escape the real world and pain that racked me.
was the first time that such a thought crossed my mind and over time, it had become ritual for me after each failure sentimental.
was restored in a bar close to the building where I lived. 80% of clients were men, besides, I could not escape their eager eyes drunkards. Once seated alone at a table, I asked for a beer.
But I did not stay much time alone. After a quarter of an hour while I sipped my beer, bitterly, his eyes downcast and looking faded, a female voice spoke.
- Oh, I have company tonight?
Looking up, I saw Inez, smiling, and very elegant in a nice black suit. By laying hands on the chair opposite me, she spoke.
- Are you expecting someone?
- No! I said, tracing a faint smile.
- I sit down then?
- Yes, yes of course! A
Once seated opposite me, very pleasant smell of her perfume tickled my nostrils. She put her handbag on the table and motioned to the server.
- One beer please! then, folding his arms, is the first time that you come here?
- Yes, you can say! "I said, leaving a sad sigh from my lips jump.
She followed with a nice look, then said.
- You're arguing with your girlfriend, is not it?
A little surprised, she had guessed so quickly I murmured.
- How you did know?
She seized a packet of cigarettes from her bag and went, lighting a.
- Ines, always knows everything! and smiling, do not worry, in a couple fights are necessary to spice up the relationship.
I had a bitter smile and replied.
- I do not think so! and emptying my beer, I think that's the end of our story.
She drank a little of his beer and muttered.
- You're new to the field, is not it?
- New?
- Yes, a new lesbian! she cried, laughing.
- How do you know all this?
She fills her glass and pursued an intelligent look.
- From the moment that a girl decides to become a lesbian is I always the first to find out. And laughing, I'm CNN the LGBT community, I always know everything.
Then, emitting smoke from his nostrils.
- You must know something ... and my asking, what's your name again?
- Yasmine!
- Enchanted my lovely! and smiling with a certain pride, I'm quite well known in the community, so I guess you got your idea about me.
- Yes, of course! and returning to the heart of the matter, then I must know what?
By crushing his cigarette in the ashtray.
- Ah, yes, here! and immersed in a seductive look mine the relationship of torque between two lesbians are very complicated and does not end a relationship almost never together, not completely anyway!
And laughing.
- Me, I went out three times with an ex after we broke up, and making me a wink, you always find a spark of love that you wear it for a bit hidden in your heart. Then as she stared
still overwhelming sadness on my little face.
- Tell me first if it bothers you not, that's your girl?
- I do not think you know it! "I said smiling.
She burst into a laugh that rang false.
- So there is serious! and folding his arms, if I do not know what it is necessarily heterosexual.
I nodded my head yes, and there she put her hand on mine and continued in a serious tone.
- I advise you to forget. And he looked at me, there are two extreme things that a lesbian should not do if she does not want a broken heart.
- Who?
She looked at me with much confidence and continued.
- Playing the straight and dating a hetero!
was very good advice that I have unfortunately only treated over the years. This girl was like a big sister to me, a little protective sister, and also the close friend who consoled me at every break.
And as I mentioned, this restaurant bar, had become like the north star a space where I daily trains every night with my new friend, the myth.
After three days of my break with Amira, and in the same place I sat with Ines, at the same table and at the same time, but this time, another person came to join us. It was Ilhem. I was surprised to see her happy but at the same time.
- Yikes? what what are you doing here?
She smiled and exchanged a kiss with Ines and me and pulling a chair.
- Well, it's up to you to answer me.
Ines, ria a moment and said.
- Me and Ilhem, it often comes here to drink a few glasses! And pat on his shoulder, but these days it is a bit confusing.
- Confused? Why? I said, smiling.
Ines, stroked her hair blond and Ilhem said.
- I tell him or I'll leave the fun of it?
- I'd say myself! and raising me a look shy and excited, I'm a bit lost, I thought it was over between me and her.
Ines, laughing intervened by talking to me.
- Do you remember what I told you the other day! this is never done between two lesbians.
- Who's your ex? I cried his heart beating loudly.
She swallowed air and said in a frustrated voice.
- Amira! and lighting a cigarette, she said, two days ago she still has feelings for me ... and an exhausting effort, and yesterday, at home, we made love!
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