No one can understand the signs of the heart's pounding, pinching his painful at times. The heart was always symbolized source love and passion, whereas in truth, this is is a hollow organ and muscle that circulates the blood by pumping blood through rhythmic contractions to the blood vessels and body cavities. They also say that the brain symbolizes reason, rationality, so that is a member of the central nervous system processes the information from the senses, controls many body functions, including voluntary movement and is the headquarters functions cognitive mind such as reasoning, decisions, perception. Everything goes up, love, hate, thinking, calculation. It is the nervous system, the real conductor it is he who holds the magic of love. As before
believed the essential beauty of the moon, that's true, is only natural satellite orbiting the earth, greyish with cavities and craters everywhere, as a disfigured, and the heart was it is still the most beautiful body for all to see.
Why this little introduction? Well, because I was in a good mood this afternoon, and the revelation of my girlfriend, had grieved at this point that my happiness has a colored acrimony.
The worst thing that my girlfriend has noticed. It was a girl who had a sense of observation. She crossed her arms and told me suspiciously.
- What's happening?
- Nothing! I said, his voice grim.
This was indeed the first time I discovered I had feelings for Amira, feelings that I could hide. It was my weak point, I could not hide my emotion, even if I make an effort, to pass me unmoved, my eyes betray me all the time, by revealing my real state of mind.
This was also the time when marriage problems began to their humble matching. When you are a couple, we have homework to do, especially sex side.
After exactly one month of my relationship with Ilhem, she did not hide his desire to sleep with me. She was very understanding and patient with me, because with his ex, it is from the second week of relationship they began a sexual cycle active.
And as I was new to the world of lesbianism, she wanted to let me take the time necessary to prepare myself psychologically to span the inner life.
One night she invited me to her house to spend the night together. It was a clear invitation and net, to love, but I pretended to be a review the next morning to be absent. The next night, too, she phoned me for the same reason, and I pretended to have diarrhea for the morning after I ate a sandwich in the faculty.
After that she did not speak for two days and I did not even remember the effort to see if she was alright. I contented myself with the beeping, like what I think of you. But she did not answer my beeps.
At the end of the week, she sent me an sms to tell me she wanted me to death, and it is obvious I do not like and that I should have, tell him, instead she lost her time, with a timid and hypocritical.
Instead of being honest and sincere with her, I lied of course. I had a bonus in my mobile phone, and I spent an hour talking to him by telephone to explain that I'm shy and it's my first time and I am not yet ready to have sex with it.
Obviously, I expected her to forgive me and everything came back as before. But to my surprise she was silent and then a timid voice.
- Ok, so take your time, as I'm going to try to find a real lesbian to come out with!
There, the pale face, I cried.
- is because I refused to sleep with you, you largues me? It
estuary softly, and replied.
- I will not lie to you, but I love sex! and gender is crucial in a couple and as you do not want to sleep with me, we will do better to stay friends.
- I did not say that I do not want to sleep with you, I just said I'm not ready ...
She interrupted me, exclaiming nervously.
- When you love someone, frankly, we are always ready to make love with him, but when you hesitate, is there a problem in your case my dear, is you have no feelings for me or you're not really lesbian!
Then with some bitterness.
- I do not know why I fall on the straight ...
- I'm not straight, I am a lesbian!
- Lesbian my ass, yeah!
And hung up without giving me time to explain, and it was subsequently the first girl that I dropped after one month relationship, without exchanging even a romantic kiss.
I was not very affected by my failure. Moreover, three days later, as a predator, I did that secretly monitor Amira, the distance to the North Star. She often came with a group of friends straight, all students in fine arts in Tunis, including herself.
They laughed all the time, bombing the cafeteria with their bulky laughter, and sometimes, even, made the place a real cabaret. A member of his band, a bearded guy, but not piles with a mat, usually brought with him a darbuka, and began, all partying. And of course, the dancing queen, Amira, was always the first who began to dance and clap. In
see also tripped, dippy and wacky, you can not believe that such a girl, soon to be a married woman, in a mature relationship.
haunted me so much curiosity about her fiance. Questions itched days and nights. I wanted to discover the man who could win her heart, and sobering.
And without really realize, I was in my days that follow her wherever she went, and I was careful that it does not see me.
What made me more confused is that it was always accompanied by this mob of his ability and I have never had the chance to see her sitting alone with a man, with his Prince Charming. And it was really weird, especially since they were engaged and they were planning their wedding, which would be celebrated in three months great max.
One day was a Wednesday, about 19h, as usual I was sitting three tables away from them, near the entrance of the girls' bathroom. And I do not know how, by turning the head, by chance, she spotted me, even though the cafeteria was very crowded that day, following a football match of the national team against a team of Central Africa. She waved at me
with the hand, as a reaction, I lowered my head and pretended to tie my shoes. After five minutes, looking up, I saw a beautiful female body very sexy, standing in front of me and looking for the face, I discovered that of Amir, his hands around her waist and overly broad smile.
- What are you doing here alone?
- I'm still drinking coffee at that hour! In
holding my arm, she said.
- Come join us!
- I ... I do not want to embarrass you!
She gently pinched my cheek and said.
- No, stop thinking like that, bitch !
In fact, bitch, bitch, bitch, were not employed by Amira as insults, but it was his way of showing affection to her friends that she liked, and fortunately for me, I had the privilege of being one of them. Evidence, introducing me to his band of loser, she cried.
- I present you my favorite slut Yasmine!
The bearded black mat said, chuckling.
- Hi Amira's favorite slut!
Amira, began to draw from his mat, like what to grumble saying.
- It's only me who told him my bitch, right?
Trying to get rid of his hand, he cried, laughing.
- Ok, ok! stop now, let my poor mat! She finally released
sat opposite him, pulled me by the hand, to sit beside her and then said.
- It Hikmet, the great black asshole to the mat! and laughing, he is known to be free "Ranma! you know the series Ranma1 / 2?
a smile, embarrassed by the glare of his buddies.
- Yes, I looked forward to Manga!
- I too love! she said.
Then she began to show me the rest group. And after half an hour she forgot me and began talking and laughing with his buddies and girlfriends.
As I started to get tired, I emptied my glass of juice that I brought with me from the other table and I said.
- I heard you're engaged, congratulations!
- Thanks! she murmured without leave me of her eyes.
And there, Hikmet playing with his mat and began to laugh and making a glance at Amira.
- I told you that's why she. And was silent, laughing silently, then said, holding out his open hand to Amira, go I won the bet, then where are my 10dinars?
- Wait, I want to make sure first! she said, smiling.
As I understood nothing of their lousy game insinuation I asked in a voice disturbed.
- What's happening? you talk about me or what?
She leaned on the table, then looked at me a long time.
- My friends and I would love to know why we have you wherever you go!
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